When the ghost comes over
you start to shake sweat and hover
all your interests at once disappear
thats the ugly vicious guy named fear
Your head aches and your muscles shrunken
your hands wet and you’re in real tension
but it’s not that bad, I’ve been here before
I’m a soldier and that’s my war
You see all black and want to run
but nothing really can be done
you need to go and gain some courage
be the master, face the challenge
you know better and in yourself you trust
but please just make it real real fast
I’m so tired and have so much to do
too bad the desicion is not made by you
You try to breath nice and slow
but the feeling still refuse to go
you think about ocean, field or snow
feel your heartbit getting slow
But when you think it’s gonna leave
one small thought slide down the sleeve
just not that, you tryin to shout
but no words are out your mouth
You see all black and want to run
but nothing really can be done
you need to go and gain some courage
be the master, face the challenge
you know better and in yourself you trust
but please just make it real real fast
I’m so tired and have so much to do
too bad the desicion is not made by you
You tell everyone you’re well
most of time you’re out of jail
but deep down you wish it’s set and done
you’re not quite sure you’ll pass another one