Verse 1
There is this thing, they called me gifted
My smarts; brand new, no need for thrifting
And so I live my life in here
Trapped in my head, my thoughts despairPre-Chorus
I find myself, just overall
Dreaming of time to end it all
To exit now this long rat race
To stop the wheel to rest some more
Chorus
It’s not escape that I pursue
Just need the world to fade from view
I think that I just crave some silence
My heart’s a mess, my mind is violence
Verse 2
One day I hope I’ll find nirvana
One day I might stop craving drama
One day I hope to be content
But today’s not it, I am afraid
Pre-Chorus
I feel so trapped in my own cage
I dig my heels, I dream of chase
And though my life is filled with bliss
I am not thankful, I’m mostly pissed
Chorus
It’s not escape that I pursue
Just need the world to fade from view
I think that I just crave some silence
My heart’s a mess, my mind is violence
Bridge
And so this tale, with no conclusion
Will keep on going ’til illusion
Will understand I’m not worthwhile
So until then, I’ll whine and cry
Chorus
It’s not escape that I pursue
Just need the world to fade from view
I think that I just crave some silence
My heart’s a mess, my mind is violence
Outro
So until then, I’ll whine and cry
Chasing silence, just to get by